This is Not the Truth

This is not the truth
Your thoughts are fixed on lies
This is not the truth, I promise
Our mind slowly dies
Our mind slowly dies

Can you wait for just a second?
Can you wait your whole life?
I need to hurry up and make a living
So, I can die
I need to hurry up and make a living
So, I can die

Just like a dream I was walking on concrete
Turning into sand
Trying to figure out
Where it’s safe to stand
Or how to bear the fear of the future

‘Cause you don’t know how it feels
Yeah, you don’t know what it means
And you don’t wanna know what it looks like
You don’t wanna know what it looks like

You shut me out

And in my yearning towards the sea
I’ve fallen into a deep sleep
telling myself to fuck off
Hear, hear, hear the speech of wisdom
talking to you from the other side
digging into your mind
’cause you cannot see
this is not the truth
it ain’t real
it ain’t real

‘Cause you don’t know how it feels, yeah
You don’t know what it means
And you don’t wanna know what it looks like
Yeah, you don’t wanna know what it looks like

You shut me out

Can you wait for just a second?
Can you wait your whole life?
I need to hurry up and make a living
So, I can die
I need to hurry up and make a living
So, I can die